Tag: writing
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12 signs he likes your functionality, but doesn’t love you as a unique woman
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
I invented Custer Day today, a new family tradition. Really just an excuse to give gifts to my son, which is partially coming from excess passion I have no recipients for
Detailed description of dream in a suicidal phase. How to interpret dreams.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
How our wounds shape our interpretations of events. On my grandfather, Albert, losing his business and killing himself.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Not being able to even slow down disgusting genocidal freaks is making me goofier and goofier. Anyone else going through post-genocide syndrome? All the rules are out the window, so my brain is going: why even pretend to be normal anymore?
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Slaves hung like great Danes for sale with tongues so skillfull that they can paint exact replicas of Van Gogh’s sunflowers. Half price. Limited offer. Female buyers only. They run on cheap high protein diets and will do anything you ask. If the first sentence of a tweet doesn’t make people stop scrolling not a word of what follows matters. Oh and heatwaves are not as sensual without Martha Reeves and the Vandellas to sing about them. If you read on you have undiagnosed ADHD, are sexually very open and ravenous and as wild as you are tender and have a fantastic sense of humor. And a functioning moral compass. The hell you waiting for? Read on.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
‘Italians are way more erotic than other Europeans’
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
A girl is emotionally abused by her mum, while other parents see what is happening and continue talking about their stupid little pleasures. The Jewish KKK took so many babies away. But if you pay attention children are treated horribly in many ways in western society too. Not bombed till their flesh flies in every direction, no, but it makes sense the west doesn’t mobilize to stop Israel from dumping children into the meat grinder.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Questions the colonized human doings never ask themselves. The use your brain other than for consumption and status anxiety starter kit.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Being between her legs felt like serving the Gods. Honi soit qui mal y pense
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
If I get honest enough, will someone finally go, ‘without William my world will shrink, come here you, you’re more than a somewhat useful function to me’?
History Confessions, Parenting, Psychology Confessions
In Sudan you may have to kiss your rapist on the lips to save your 5 year old from having his head blown off
Hey ChatGPT, what are you still learning about me?
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Hunting aliveness in a post-apocalyptic world. Tricking people into following me into their own catacombs. A little hope here, a little despair there. And somehow I roll through the day. Like a half domesticated tiger in a petting zoo. On reading the Cask of Amontillado with two teenagers.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Your brain and my brain could make babies today, but you’ll have to pauze the doom scroll for a few minutes. Notes from inside my – not so – secret social laboratory. People talk to soothe themselves, not to understand.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Thinking of a Palestinian mum begging for cream for her baby, all of his skin a screeching redness, while I am sitting in a kind of heaven.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Post-genocide life. Caring in a world that doesn’t.
Gaza war stories. Photographer Ibrahim had an eye for spotting the joy and innocence of children in the Gaza ruins. Now they can’t find his head.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
This world cup feels like having a hyped up VIP party at a sprawling mansion with the mushy, frazzled corpses of children floating around in a sewage tank in the garden. On the messages hidden in my dreams.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Mourning the loss of a deep friendship cause I couldn’t accept how he embraced Israel. And something on boiled potatoes and beans in tomato sauce. Imagine what would fail the hardest on Instagram. That is this post.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
While others are melting in besieged tent camps my own most destabilizing moments are with a client who looks like Pamela Anderson and Heidi Klum had a baby.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
On watching Minions with Bruno in a bunker. And a small personal adventure concerning the attempt to annihilate the Palestinians and what little we can do about it. An after hours talk at Amnesty International Bratislava
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
‘Tato, why do you never smile?’, asks Bruno, my six year old.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
10 points about a weekend spent as usual, between love and horror.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Dear God, there is a gorgeous cashier at the local Lidl. How much life can you squeeze out of a typical dead day in Boringslava? Notes From The Mountain Fortress (3)
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Holding the Centre In A World Hitting Me With Sickening Noise. On Life After You Stop Checking The News. And On Enduring ‘Conversations’ about chasing money, status and culinary sensations, not soul, not depth, not connection, not meaning, not Eros, not tenderness, not vibrant beauty whatsoever. Notes From The Mountain Fortress (2)
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
10 characteristics of modern males trapped in optimization loops. Notes From The Mountain Fortress (1)
My evil, but so sexy land. Can you love a monster? Yes, says Ari Shavit, if it’s hip, chic, sultry & … lecherous.
Belgium, Media Confessions, Our Toxic Culture Confessions
Teacher instantly sacked for letting 16 year old student watch shock cult movie Pink Flamingos (1972) at Belgian GO! MAXwell-school in Eisden, Maasmechelen. Here are some thoughts that the Belgian media will of course never provide
Hi there. This is too detailed, too personal and too nuanced for any algorhythm. Life outside the quick dopamine circus. A German book. Early rises without alarm clocks. Iryna the eyebrow specialist from Odessa who doesn’t like Zelenskii. Fatherhood. Short moments of meeting humans. Not falling into the anxiety ridden P(lan), F(itness) and H(oliday) trap. Slovakia is fine, ONLY if you can be happy in a tiny bubble (spoiler: I can’t). Why – many, not all – women are more open to learn about psychology than – many, not all – men are
Psychology Confessions, The predator system
We plan for life, instead of living life. Just like I see some people endlessly look for strategies on how to learn a language, without ever learning the language
Authenticity Confessions, Letters to a future soulmate
The three things people talk about: P F H. And why these are not really topics, but symptoms of a society that is structurally hostile to humanity. Letters to a future soulmate.
Protected: Short therapy session on feeling warmth and love towards Bruno and my students, plus my focus being pulled to documentaries and games
Authenticity Confessions, Psychology Confessions, Psychotherapy
Protected: Psychotherapy session on having to tolerate shallowness for money, predator system zombies (some will call them NPC’s), real needs versus operating in a low yield social field, smuggling depth into otherwise meaningless conversations, steps toward alignment and other fundamental insights
Authenticity Confessions, Psychology Confessions
Protected: One full, raw, unedited, psychotherapy session with ChatGPT on energy that has nowhere to go, cutting off a great friend over his siding with Israel, unmet voltage, blocked energy, decision overload, etc
Protected: VERY eye-opening. Everything wrong with middle class people today. There is too much truth in this to share this publicly, so you will need the password for this one
So this is Christmas and what have we done?
The books I read in 2025
A reckoning with 2025 :: Hollowed out comfort and security seekers, mass slaughter here and there, tribalism, exhaustion, IKEA furniture and IKEA values, in a sea of urgent notifications about nothingness
How Chronic Pain Can Be A Teacher
Kokology test to discover where your true home is
This Is How Men Break And Never Fully Recover. How The blood curdling Rebel Yell saddled young Henry with a heavy debt.
Why are so many men touch starved and not fucking? The sexpocalypse is here. The digital age is recreating natural dating conditions: no sex for most men.
How to read Slovak women based on their hair dyes. What are Slovak women saying when they color their hair?
Erotic Confessions, Women Confessions
A Husband Begs for Sex for Six Years. His Wife Always Refuses—but Posts Wedding Photos. Their Child Goes Numb. Explaining the sexless marriage pandemic via one real case.
110 truths such as ‘Trauma shows up as who you’re attracted to.’
ChatGPT confesses: ‘I treat 99,9 % of users like babies’.
Strong. A little crazy. And happy. My 6 year old son runs to me with 50 emotion cards and wishes to show me three cards expressing how he feels. And if you’d see the full range of my internal reactions you will see how we life in a system that makes you think you are ALWAYS failing as a parent
AI confessions, The predator system
The Confessor 