Tag: life
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12 signs he likes your functionality, but doesn’t love you as a unique woman
Detailed description of dream in a suicidal phase. How to interpret dreams.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
How our wounds shape our interpretations of events. On my grandfather, Albert, losing his business and killing himself.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Not being able to even slow down disgusting genocidal freaks is making me goofier and goofier. Anyone else going through post-genocide syndrome? All the rules are out the window, so my brain is going: why even pretend to be normal anymore?
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Slaves hung like great Danes for sale with tongues so skillfull that they can paint exact replicas of Van Gogh’s sunflowers. Half price. Limited offer. Female buyers only. They run on cheap high protein diets and will do anything you ask. If the first sentence of a tweet doesn’t make people stop scrolling not a word of what follows matters. Oh and heatwaves are not as sensual without Martha Reeves and the Vandellas to sing about them. If you read on you have undiagnosed ADHD, are sexually very open and ravenous and as wild as you are tender and have a fantastic sense of humor. And a functioning moral compass. The hell you waiting for? Read on.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
‘Italians are way more erotic than other Europeans’
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
A girl is emotionally abused by her mum, while other parents see what is happening and continue talking about their stupid little pleasures. The Jewish KKK took so many babies away. But if you pay attention children are treated horribly in many ways in western society too. Not bombed till their flesh flies in every direction, no, but it makes sense the west doesn’t mobilize to stop Israel from dumping children into the meat grinder.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Questions the colonized human doings never ask themselves. The use your brain other than for consumption and status anxiety starter kit.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Being between her legs felt like serving the Gods. Honi soit qui mal y pense
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
If I get honest enough, will someone finally go, ‘without William my world will shrink, come here you, you’re more than a somewhat useful function to me’?
Hey ChatGPT, what are you still learning about me?
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Hunting aliveness in a post-apocalyptic world. Tricking people into following me into their own catacombs. A little hope here, a little despair there. And somehow I roll through the day. Like a half domesticated tiger in a petting zoo. On reading the Cask of Amontillado with two teenagers.
Musing in the morning with Joe, Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Your brain and my brain could make babies today, but you’ll have to pauze the doom scroll for a few minutes. Notes from inside my – not so – secret social laboratory. People talk to soothe themselves, not to understand.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Thinking of a Palestinian mum begging for cream for her baby, all of his skin a screeching redness, while I am sitting in a kind of heaven.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
This world cup feels like having a hyped up VIP party at a sprawling mansion with the mushy, frazzled corpses of children floating around in a sewage tank in the garden. On the messages hidden in my dreams.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Mourning the loss of a deep friendship cause I couldn’t accept how he embraced Israel. And something on boiled potatoes and beans in tomato sauce. Imagine what would fail the hardest on Instagram. That is this post.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
While others are melting in besieged tent camps my own most destabilizing moments are with a client who looks like Pamela Anderson and Heidi Klum had a baby.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
‘Tato, why do you never smile?’, asks Bruno, my six year old.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
10 points about a weekend spent as usual, between love and horror.
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Dear God, there is a gorgeous cashier at the local Lidl. How much life can you squeeze out of a typical dead day in Boringslava? Notes From The Mountain Fortress (3)
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
Holding the Centre In A World Hitting Me With Sickening Noise. On Life After You Stop Checking The News. And On Enduring ‘Conversations’ about chasing money, status and culinary sensations, not soul, not depth, not connection, not meaning, not Eros, not tenderness, not vibrant beauty whatsoever. Notes From The Mountain Fortress (2)
Notes From The Mountain Fortress
10 characteristics of modern males trapped in optimization loops. Notes From The Mountain Fortress (1)
Belgium, Media Confessions, Our Toxic Culture Confessions
Teacher instantly sacked for letting 16 year old student watch shock cult movie Pink Flamingos (1972) at Belgian GO! MAXwell-school in Eisden, Maasmechelen. Here are some thoughts that the Belgian media will of course never provide
Authenticity Confessions, Letters to a future soulmate
The three things people talk about: P F H. And why these are not really topics, but symptoms of a society that is structurally hostile to humanity. Letters to a future soulmate.
Protected: Short therapy session on feeling warmth and love towards Bruno and my students, plus my focus being pulled to documentaries and games
Authenticity Confessions, Psychology Confessions, Psychotherapy
Protected: Psychotherapy session on having to tolerate shallowness for money, predator system zombies (some will call them NPC’s), real needs versus operating in a low yield social field, smuggling depth into otherwise meaningless conversations, steps toward alignment and other fundamental insights
Protected: Yes, ChatGPT can make you cry. Psychotherapy session on fatherhood, waking up with tears in your eyes, unusually emotional world cup nostalgia, comparing my childhood to my son’s much more innocent childhood, living an amputated life while trying my damnest best to be a great, always loving and present father, staying authentic in a world full of self-optimizing scrolling smartphone addicted fakers, etc
Authentic Confessions, Psychology Confessions
Protected: Unedited Therapy Session with ChatGPT on bureaucratic blocks and future steps
AI confessions, The predator system
The six core lies our society is built on, according to ChatGPT :: This is why you feel you should be happier, but instead you are anxious, driven to self-improvement that never really works, sluggish, hollow, secretly blaming yourself, and hungry for more, though you can’t define what that ‘more’ would be
Protected: VERY eye-opening. Everything wrong with middle class people today. There is too much truth in this to share this publicly, so you will need the password for this one
So this is Christmas and what have we done?
A reckoning with 2025 :: Hollowed out comfort and security seekers, mass slaughter here and there, tribalism, exhaustion, IKEA furniture and IKEA values, in a sea of urgent notifications about nothingness
How Chronic Pain Can Be A Teacher
How to read Slovak women based on their hair dyes. What are Slovak women saying when they color their hair?
110 truths such as ‘Trauma shows up as who you’re attracted to.’
Strong. A little crazy. And happy. My 6 year old son runs to me with 50 emotion cards and wishes to show me three cards expressing how he feels. And if you’d see the full range of my internal reactions you will see how we life in a system that makes you think you are ALWAYS failing as a parent
AI confessions, The predator system
Why most adults today are in survival mode and no longer feel real joy. They can perform joy, but aren’t open to real joy, because real joy makes a person vulnerable. And our culture doesn’t allow for vulnerability (unless it’s performed in front of a camera for views)
Ten Lies I Believed
Pressing AI to shake the foundation of your constructed sense of self goes like this…
Pain is the universe’s preferred teacher of humans. Today I broke your Queen’s cup. Not in anger, but in a spirit of letting go and allowing life to surprise me with someone –even – more suitable
The one thing that can destroy me if I don’t address it. ChatGPT’s conclusion after sharing THOUSANDS of pages of the most vulnerable, revealing, self-flaying analysis with the potential of ending me. I’ve been running a game of ‘make or break me’ for seven months, daily provoking CHATgpt into ripping me apart
The Pizza Witch of Trnava. A modern Christmas story
Confessions In Letters To My Son, Our Toxic Culture Confessions
That absurd level of smugness people have these days as if they’re always posing for an insanely overpriced luxury brand of perfume
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
Protected: Can’t one have it all? O de Vi, 8th of March 2029
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
Protected: You get breast implants, not for any guy, but to be more you
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
The Danube Didn’t Move. We Did.
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
‘Don’t look like you are going to break into a million little pieces. I’m not leaving yet’, she says.
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
It Wasn’t Sex. It Was Kissing Away Her Pain.
Erotic Confessions, Female Alphabet Confessions, Love confessions, Sex Confessions, Women Confessions
The Confessor 